My husband is undergoing a tough battle with porn addiction. He recently had a relapse and of course my heart was broken once again.
Being bombarded with thoughts about what he did, I turned to this book I had been reading for support and it hit me. I had the book sitting there for months gathering dust and something last week told me to pick it up and start reading it again. So I did. Last night when I was reading it, it occurred to me that I probably starting reading it again about the same time my husband had his relapse. I just felt that the Lord was preparing me for my husband’s recent set back.
As this realization occurred, I just felt this strong presence of Our Lord being with me and holding me, like he was telling me that everything is going to be OK. I kinda felt like he took those dark thoughts I was having about my husband and his addition away. I just wanted to share this with someone because I have never experienced something like that in my life. It was amazing!
Thank you Lord for being there for me always!