Basically, I have a very serious issue. I have a tumor, and in addition to causing constant seizures, I am a serious fall risk. It also causes serious psychological issues. I am the only Roman Catholic in my family, and no one would accompany me because they are a very anti-catholic, anti religion family. The last time I was actually able to go to church was something like 20 years ago, and the local church basically stopped even checking on me. Anyway I am afraid to simply hear the answer most people on here get when asking this question, you should ask a priest, because I have serious issues with trusting them in light of the scandals in the church. I hate to even bring it up, but the only members of the church that even spare any time for me are the members of a convent several hundred miles away from my home. I feel disconnected from the church and faith life, but I just dont see how I can attend church without the ambulance being called all the time.
I read the bible as much as I can, pray the rosary, and I have a copy of Sister Faustina’s diary. I think that getting to pray the Mercy chaplet thing, that Faustina, I think she is a Saint now, was given by Jesus would be helpful. It was recommended to me by the nuns.