Sorry about the horrible title, I couldn’t think of anything else.
I an a girl, and ever since I can remember, I have wished I were a boy. This is because boys can become priests. When I was really little, after coming home from Mass, I would act out the Consecration. I know that it’s wrong to want to be something I can’t be, but I don’t know what to do. This isn’t just a passing fancy, I can’t get the idea out of my head that if I were a boy, I could enter the Seminary. I can’t talk to any of my parish priests, because I’m too shy, and I can’t tell my mum, cause… I don’t know why, but I just think telling my mum would be a bad idea. I sometimes daydream that maybe I should have been a boy instead of a girl, which I know is also wrong, because I should be happy with the way God made me, but l still can’t get that idea out of my head. I know that God isn’t calling me to be a nun. I don’t know how I know, I just do. Please help.