Hello everyone, I have a story to tell, but it’s so long I don’t know where to start…so I will give the super short version.
My Dad was diagnosed with brain cancer in January 08, doctors gave him 3 months, and beyond medical explanation he is still with us today. So I have been praying to God to please let me have the wisdom necessary to learn everything he wants me to learn from this experience. Since then I have experienced so many amazing things that have brought me even close to Him. One of the things I constantly pray for is for Him to let me know what he wants me to do. And then the other day it couldn’t have been clearer, it was as if everything in my life had led me to that point, and the clarity was just amazing. I believe God wants me to help those who are suffering and dying in Haiti.
Here’s my problem though, I am sure this is what I need to do. I have reached out to a local non-profit “The Haitian Health Foundation” and they have ideas on what I can do. I started an online cause (if you’re on facebook please join and pass it to your friends apps.facebook.com/causes/205211?m=6b07e9f9) (if you’re not on FB and would like to help please donate or send to a friend causes.com/fb/donations/new?cause_id=205211&fundraiser_id=43206196&m=d1da8f61)).
My problem is fear. I am afraid to fail. I have waited for this kind of clarity, and I trust in the Lord, and I continue to think Peter sinking in the water because of his lack of faith. I don’t want to be like, but I feel like I have a big mission, and big expectations along with it. Sorry if I rambled on, I just felt like I needed to express all of this. Thanks for listening.