[quote="Rascalking, post:13, topic:253464"]
I'm sure you can help alot of people. Good for you!
Sometimes though we need to take a job that will be means to an end, and not what we want to do for our whole lives.
I don't know where to begin. Every time I've told people I would like to work, they tell me it's really going to be hard for me to find a job, because people who have been working their whole lives are out of work, and there is nothing out there. And I am afraid of getting a job that I can't handle and having to quit. I need to find something I can do, but I don't know where my talents lie. My mind is really working here to figure this out. I find that if I really don't know what I'm doing, it's like I'm paralyzed, like I can't even move. I have to think about what I'm doing before I do it. If I don't I literally can't get myself to do it.
Some of this is seriously neurological, and I wish it weren't so. I wish I could just use brute force to get myself to do things, but it doesn't seem to be working. I really have to figure something out before I can do it competently. I need a lot of work to do something that someone else may do easily. Of course there are some things I do more easily than others probably. I do a lot of intellectual things, but I don't know where I can use this ability anywhere. I am good at mental labor, but I am just awkward and clumsy physically.