I am an oversees worker. I was maltreated by a group of people in and out of the office in other other country. I rented a room not knowing that it was set up with a cam. My family was in my country and I miss my wife so much. Because of depression I found myself smelling some of the clothes left by my wife and even wore her underwear. I know to myself that I am not a gay…and it is like a fetish on my wifes belongings. I terribly miss her. I asked my boss if he can consider giving me an allowance for me to bring my wife so I can work and calm my emotions. But my boss was only thinking about money and doesnt seem to care. I have no choice but to resign. It was a peaceful resignation. But before I go, my boss threatened me that I cannot get a job even in my country. When i got back I spent 2 months with my wife and other close relatives. I tried to look for a job and the threat was real. My ex boss was still not satisfied even sent some edited pics and videos that i really look like a pervert. Wrong impressions was disiminated and almost destroyed me. I never did saw this wrong infos because it was handed to some say as secret organization, a cult or some say fraternity. It was totally unfair. People around my neighborhood laugh whenever I passby. I never showed any negative actions because I know they will accuse me that I am crazy and needs medical attention. I prayed every time I encounter this inhumane insults. If this is their way to get members of this secret organization, I can say that it is really inhuman and against the teaching of catholics. It is against the 8th commandment. Please give me some advise.
Thanks for your time.
In Jesus name,