I never thought of entering a Monastery, and walking religious path before, until starting from last year (after I heard Mary’s voice). Every time when I was hurt and sad, I heard God is calling me to Him. I regard the religious life to be my last option, because I want marriage more. So, even the priest suggested me to find a monastery and try the life in monastery for a short period, I still have not.
But while my past failed relationships and wounds keep coming, I found that God alone can comfort me and I keep hearing His calling when I am hurt. I feel that I should have a TRY on the life in monastery.
The question is that, I know generally the one who is called by God is “Attracted” to the religious life. However, will God use the method in sending more suffering to someone in her daily life, work, relationships and many aspects, in order to “Push” her to religious life? Or maybe it is just my Escape?
Thanks for comment. :o