Went to psychlogical hospital for one week.
Met with neurosurgeon, neurologist while there and had an EMG.
I had it really good but panicked.
Should have stayed.
Came home today cause felt I needto go to Philly to see more spine doctors.
I was not honest with psych docs as to how bad depression is cause I felt I needed to go to Philly.
Discharged – wish I wasback in hospital SOOO BAD.
Want to tell psych. truth tomorrow. Afraid hewill be angry.
Need to beback in psych hospital.
PLEASE pray I find the courage.
And PLEASE pray i findadoctor to do discectomy on my back.
I am SOOOOO sick and weak and getting number and more rigid.
LEGS are BAD!!! need surgery now!!!