My name is Kirsty. I’ve posted here before, but I didn’t really understand then. I’ve since found a new church, and now it feels like my faith is a balloon inside me, constantly expanding and blowing my chest out - sometimes I think that it can’t possibly fit inside me, that it has to explode!
I haven’t been baptised yet, but I want to be, so much. I sing as part of every third mass, with the group, and I’ve been chosen as a cantor in the big Easter Vigil service coming up. I’m so excited - for so long, all I’ve wanted is for a chance to use the voice and talent God gave me in a setting where people can appreciate how good He is. I don’t think it’s vanity to want to be proud of what He gave me - and I’m certain it’s His will that I can sing the way I can.
I don’t have anyone I can talk to about these things. None of my friends are really religious at all, except for one friend who is a Seventh Day Adventist, and I’ve said a rosary for him a number of times. He’s bringing his children up to love God, but I do wish he would come to Mass with me. However, I know it’s not my place to judge. I’m glad I can come here and talk to you all.
Much love, and God bless