You ever heard of the true religion of Judaism? 613 rules, all pointing to but without the sweet succor of Christ.
I’m going to be completely honest. You sound lazy. You Imply there is something wrong with rules, when they form the basis of morality by following God.
You complain about feeling guilty as though that is a bad thing when it is helpful to form a good conscience.
Then you say you don’t believe in the Real Presence. Well of course you don’t, your sect doesn’t have it.
What’s great about truth is that it doesn’t matter what we believe, it’s still true. So, if you try to read Scripture with just your eyes, you’ll most likely gravely misunderstand. You don’t have any context socially or anything. Then you don’t have the traditions that were not written down…yet you believe you understand it greater than Christianity since the beginning? Greater than the earliest of Christians like Ignatius of Antioch, follower of St John the Apostle.
This isn’t a game. It’s a matter of life and death. Of finding true joy.
An athlete may not like having to work out all the time, but he needs to do it. A Christian might not like morality or believing in the Faith, but he does it anyway. I don’t mean to sound harsh to my separated brethren, but I want you to understand the importance of the situation you are in.