I’m in a serious state of mortal sin. The evils of addiction to pornography have been controlling me for years. I’m very worried about how I have offended Our Lord and Dear Mother. I know what I’m doing is wrong. But I will tell you that stopping this sick addiction is easier said than done. I’m being honest when I say that I know I could quit my smoking easier than pornography.
I’m worried about the state of my soul. I am a Cathechumen, and I know I can’t receive absolution from a priest. My questions are, what can I do to rid myself of this disgusting habit? How can I bring myself out of a state or mortal sin? How do I do a complete act of contrition.
I’m embarrassed to bring this up to the Parish Priest because like I said I’m currently a Cathechumen, and I feel more guilty now for my sins than EVER before in my life. Please pray for me.