Hey all. I’ve been raised Baptist, but I’ve made up my mind that that I’m coming home. (More info, if you want it, here, here, and here.) I can’t be open about this yet; I’ve only told a few friends, I’m not independent enough yet that I could take myself to Mass and avoid my Baptist church, but I am making efforts to be basically Catholic in my own private life. But I can’t enter RCIA, go to Mass, etc. So my question is, what now? What do I do in the time between my deciding to cross the Tiber, and the moment when I’m actually capable of doing so? I’m not even a catechumen yet. I cannot participate in the Eucharist, Confession, etc. How do I live as a Catholic while I necessarily must live externally as a Baptist?
Thanks in advance.