I am in real need of prayer right now. I lost mom six months ago after being together one week shy of 60 years. She died 12/26/08. I really did a wrong thing. I went into her room to look for a pair of pants. I have lost so much weight and could only find one pair of pants in the stores I liked. I thought that just going in the take a look in her closet, that she might have a size I could wear. Well, this was something I should not have done. The flood gate are open. I think the grief and realization of the past six months have caught up with me. I can’t stop crying. Please send prayers my way. Today, I think is worse than the day she died. I just can’t stop crying.