So I don’t feel like getting into…I’ve posted about this issue before, but there is this guy and well he’s in my life when he shouldn’t be ( I’m married). Anyways I try to get away from him but it’s complicated and I’ve been doing pretty good lately especially since I found out I’m pregnant I thought it would for sure scare him off and it did for awhile but now well …he’s still in my life…I’ve confessed about him to my priest and he tells me I’m addicted to his attention. This may be true but I always pray for the desire to go away…when in reality I don’t want it to.
Ok anyways my question is…I’m thinking about giving him up for lent. Is this making a mockery of lent? Because technically I should be giving him up for good not just lent. My thinking is that I am having such a hard time letting him go but doing it for God to offer it up to him for lent would be very motivating and very hard at the same time. I don’t know what will happen after lent I may be counting down the days but I feel like this may be worth a shot.
Would this be wrong of me to this and give him up when I have no desire to do it?