I am confused. I am one of those women who never thought of marriage or having kids. Two months ago I went to the priest to help me with some issues I am having and as the priest was listening to the Lord’s voice, the Lord asked me, “Why are you not praying for your husband?” I was taken aback coz quite frankly I always skip that topic in my prayers.
There was this guy I had been seeing and we had agreed on everything - no kids, our married life, date of wedding etc etc. Surprise surprise, when I started praying/claiming the verses I had been given by the priest, this man disappeared from my life. What was surprising was that he seemed more into me & eager to get married than the other way round. If you had told me he’d “run away” I’d have laughed in your face. Basically even my casual male friends who had a thing for me suddenly appeared not interested.
However, there was this guy I had met earlier and I had believed he was the one tho he never seemed interested in me but would confide in me and he always claimed he felt at ease & peace with me. Even our meeting was like that of Tobias and Sarah. Looking back I strongly believe St.Raphael guided him to me. We resumed communication as if nothing had happen - I had cut him out of my life after meeting the other guy. The funniest thing is that this guy had never thought of a relationship let alone marriage. Then when we started communicating his first words were, “I think I need a gf” I was shocked beyond words.
This is where I need your help guys. As stated earlier, I never thought of marriage or kids but when I think of this guy, I see myself married to him with KIDS. It warms my heart so much and makes it skip with joy. I smile when talking to him and worry alot about him. I started praying the chaplet of St.Michael and I remember saying (knowing my stance for not wanting kids], “If I have a son, I will name him Michael” then a vision of this guy with a happy kid flashed before my eyes. I somehow started praying for him and have dedicated him to St. Raphael to heal this guy’s body and mind & bring him back to Christ and the church [he is a Catholic who doesnt go to church nor believe]. Could he be the one? Or maybe I really want him to be one?
Confused lady :o