I’m feeling a bit panicky.
To make a long story short, this morning I was driving and thought something sounded a bit off with my car. I thought I should stop to check it because if something was really wrong maybe I could end up killing people, but I didn’t stop because I was late and it would have been stressful for me to stop. I thought at the time I know that this is very wrong because people could die but I did it anyway. I think (?) this is a mortal sin. This morning I thought maybe it was and I could go to confession this weekend but then I remembered there is a church kind of nearby that happens to do Tuesday confession. However, I usually visit my grandmother on Tuesdays. I am not sure if I must cancel my plans to go to confession or not.
I also now am sort of wondering if it was really mortal sin, but in the past I have suffered from scrupulosity but I fear I am using that as an excuse to rationalize not going to confession today.
I don’t know what to do and I feel incapable of making a decision.