I like priests. As a woman, I’d also like to become one if I were a boy. However, there’s one time I was listening to a short catechetical video of a young priest and suddenly I found myself looking at him than listening to his teaching. I mean I’m attracted to him. I rewatched the video several times and I could’nt really listen–I’m really attracted to the young priest. It kind of blown me because I have priest friends. I really respect them and never look at them in such a way. I keep watching catechetical videos of priests online and this is the first time that it happened to me.
Have I committed impurity and unchastity against this priest? or am I just attracted to a beautiful soul?