Ok, I think I am being too scrupulous about this but here goes.
A little while ago I was all fired up about obamacare, the HHS mandate, and the current political climate of our country in general and in my head I thought “we should have a civil war, that’ll solve these problems”
Now of course deep down I don’t want a civil war in this country and I know that would most likely not solve anything but here’s the big problem, my examination of conscience states that “Wishing evil upon another person” is a mortal sin. So now my scrupulous mind is telling me that wishing war on this country is like wishing evil on all those that would be affected.
So now I’m in a bit of a quandary about this, cause honestly I don’t wish anyone on this earth to die in a war, was it mortal? and if so how would I ever confess that? I feel like that would be a difficult one to confess and would sound really strange to the priest.
But the other part of me is saying that it wasn’t mortal, so I have no idea right now what to do.