I have faced abuse and mistreatment my whole life; I was abused when I was younger. I was also mistreated by a lot of people because I have a disability.
As a result, I can’t trust people and I generally have a discontempt of others.
I have been building this hatred my entire life, and it came to a point where I am starting to hate every individual I meet.
Does this put me in a state of mortal sin?