Dear brothers and sisters in Christ,
I am discerning my vocation. I had been an aspirant of a cloistered convent with Holy Spirit Adoration Sisters in the Philippines. After a year, I found out that I do not have their vocation, so I went out. It’s also because I came from a North Asian country, hence I can’t adapt myself to the hot climate in the Philippines. I got very sick there, and am still taking medicine after I went back to my own country.
Now I fell in love with Franciscan of the Immaculate. And due to immigration problem, I can only have formation in the Philippines again.
My question is, dose it men that God is not calling me at all? Is that really speaking in this way that I am not called to a specific order via climate difficulties?