I don’t know why i didn’t ask someone sooner but here it goes.
a year ago i had a dream. i was in a room unfamiliar to me. I saw before me a crowd of what I guess were demons, but in the center by “her” self was what looked like the backside of a person in a white veil. I don’t remember much of the veil. The demons were making alot of noise and were moving around her. I could not see their faces all I remember was that all of them were a mixture of black and bronze, and some of them looked like they had weird indescribable figures. I said outloud “Ah a jewel in a thornbush” (i know more Shakespeare then biblical) now this is the part i still kick myself over. instead of praying the hail marry and walking up to the veil person, i instead turned the other way and noticed the sound was gone. when i turned back the crowd an the veiled person was gone. there was rest of the dream but at that point i think my mind took over with the sensors.
later on I was at my parents house outside. i think i was smoking. i looked into the hall window and noticed the lights were off and i barely get a glimpse of someone walking past it. they were wearing a white veil with trimmings. they also had sandals on. all i saw ws the leg up halfway between the angle and the knee as the leg passed by. I came back inside immeadatly hoping to catch them and talk to them and the lights were back on.
later i was at the hospital for a suicide attempt (no not all of this has happened within twenty-four hours) It was night time and I was told that i wasn’t going back to the place i was living at at the time. that night I had a dream this time there was complete absence of light except of a white (noticing a theme yet?) light that looked like the outline of a person wearing a veil. I tried closing my eyes as tight as possible hoping to open them for Mary looking at me. Weird thing is that when I closed my eyes, it was like closing my eyes in real life as in the image disappered like if you were to close your eyes now.When i opened them the image of the most beautiful face of a woman I’ve ever seen was in the head part and she walked up to me hugged me and said “I will always be there for you.” Am I going nuts or was that an apparition in my dreams?