I fell into a particular sin. I wanted to look at porn website, but at first i was worried that it may contain some type of other content i’m too horrified to even type. So at first i went away and read some other stuff. But afterwards, I convinced myself that i’m only going to look at two adults and no other (and would rather die than look at that ‘other’ content). So because of that only i went into the site.
However, as i was going through the site, i accidentally stumbled into an ad on the bottom of the page, that showed what i was most horrified about. So I got out of the site immediately.
I know i commited a sin by my intent to seek content with 2 adults only. But i also feel disgusted with myself for going into that site in particular, because i feared it first, then convinced myself to only look at adults and ignore what other stuff there might be. So even though i saw it by accident was that a mortal sin as well because i went into the site, though worried what it might contain? Or did i sin only for seeking the 2 adult content only?
please pray for me, so that God may give me the strength to overcome my sins.