I’m just going to say what’s on my heart right now. Not sure if this is even the right place.
It’s been years since I been to church and definitely haven’t been to reconciliation. My life right now isn’t the way I want it. I feel like I’ve caused all the drama and sinning for far to long. I have no one to blame but myself. Everything I’ve done is making my life harder to live everyday. I’m very angry.
Not only do I just try to maintain life. I have been married twice and two kids I’m trying to raise to be great. But the way I’m living isn’t going help my kids be great because I am not a great role model.
Where do I even start to find my path?.. I just want happiness. I don’t agree on some things in the Catholic religion but this was all I knew growing up. Everything I’ve done just keeps pointing me to go back and find my faith again.