As if all my suffering wasn’t enough, today was horrible and something bad happened that really killed me. This all is like walking in a desert looking for water and thinking you about to find it but actually receiving a slap in the face instead and having to carry on looking for “water”. I’ve had it. I don’t know how much more I can take.
I have prayed a few novenas, arranged a mass for me and I am doing a Sacred Heart of Jesus prayer. Please pray that God grants me all the intentions I asked for in the novenas, mass and Sacred Heart of Jesus prayer. I even fasted for almost a week just eating a meal a day for these intentions.