Hey, do not despair, sweetheart.
God’s mercy is infinite. His love is also infinite. He loves you. Like a father loves a son.
Imagine if you have a son, and he has done really bad things, would you forgive him and receive him home?
Please say this prayer: Jesus, King of Mercy, have mercy on me a sinner., 100 times according to the rhythm of your breathing.
it will give you peace.
It is a very good step to go to confession before receiving holy communion, because in communion we receive our Lord Himself, thus we may be clean.
Do not worry about not confessing sin thoroughly,
I confess weekly, and sometimes I forgot too. you know. and I said, oh well, next week I will confess this sin that I forget.
God is merciful. He is your Father. He is the best of Fathers.
Trust in His Mercy, Goodness, and Love.
Let me say a prayer for you:
Jesus, Grant your son a boundless trust in your Mercy, Goodness, and Love. Grant Him salvation, Grant him the Grace of conversion, so that he will not go to Hell. Save Him, for he perish. Protect him from sin of distrust, and grant him boundless trust. Because there is nothing more displeasing to you than sin of distrust. Even if I have the sins of the whole world and the damned combined, if I turn to your merciful love, begs forgiveness, you will forgive me. I love you. And please make others love you too.
May the merciful Jesus grant you his mercy, pardon, and faith.
Ask Jesus for the virtue of faith, hope, and love. Learn about the catholic church on the above website. Pray without ceasing. Pray the rosary. Mother Mary will help you.
Read : Divine Mercy in My soul - St Faustina Kowalska
It is very simple. She didn’t go to school, only 3rd graders. So it should be understandable by everyone. I had the same fears as you, but after reading this, it change my life. I now know the infinite love and mercy God has for me.
I pray for you