Jesus loves you and it is my prayer that you would be filled to overflowing with the Holy Spirit. Praise the Lord!
Have you ever heard of the term Baptism in the Holy Spirit? Check this out if you would like to: I would like to offer you this link to a series of videos for the catholic version of being filled with the Holy Spirit. Enjoy them!
Life in the Spirit 1/8
the other videos can be found at the end of the first one.