I still harbor unforgiveness for my family members, who probably have Asperger’s and are definitely alcoholics, treating me viciously after Mom, whom I lived with and cared for, died. They spread ugly rumors saying I stole from her when her estate was looted by them; and I still have continuing issues with the trustee who has been very nasty to me and people from church; and this reopens old wounds I pray will be wholly healed. Now I am alienated from all of my relatives who heard their lies, far from my old parish, and am more or less alone and need some moral support. So pray for me for forgiveness. It’s why Christ died.
So I have a roomie who is up for a felony for drunk driving and has Oppositional-Defiance Disorder and ADD and who knows what else as aggravated or caused by childhood beatings and rape by her step-father; and a family that is highly supportive of every bad thing. And roomie never has anything nice to say about anybody let alone about me though I have been instrumental in stopping the meth etc. and roomie fights over any simple request so please pray for me to have patience and understanding and for roomie to catch on fire and care for somebody for Christ’s sake and hers.
And I work a 50 hour week minimum which includes 1.5 hours commuting daily and my body is shot. Cost of living increases have been frozen for three years so it’s getting expensive. I have fibromyalgia and now have developed carpal tunnel from my intensely repetitive-motion-type job; and I am worrying instead of praying. So please, God, keep me in union with You. “My Jesus, my confidence.”
And I have a “money pit” investment property that has bizarre structural issues and am financing it on my credit card, a genius move I should have expected after noticing all the unwise stuff people do when they are in mourning. And I live in a high-crime area and work in a high-crime area and am open to a miraculous life make-over. I’m grateful to be able to help people with their exotic health issues and hope that the Most High will actualize all my potential, including the restoration of broken souls who have experienced rape and predation as having co-founded a rape counseling program.
So Abba, make me receptive and eager to do Your holy will lovingly and promptly, and please speak emphatically to me in case I’m too distracted by the world, the flesh and the devil. Let me not be “choked with the cares of the world,” but bring miracles for all in our prayer community, blessing all who have been neighborly; all for Your highest honor and glory as received in our humblest thanks and fullest praise. Reign and rule, King of Kings, with Your queen-mother, the Blessed Virgin Mary, spouse of the Holy Spirit, our Comforter and Advocate. “Come, Holy Spirit.” Get us all to Heaven handily and let us be with You for all eternity, delighting in loving You without limit. AMEN