The other day a trusted priest asked me if I was married and I said no. He asked if I lived alone and I said I live with my cat.
He kept reassuring me with different words that I am loved, I am never alone. Another priest told me to “try to feel the palpable presence” (of Jesus)
You are loved, you are never alone. Try to feel the palpable presence. Perhaps speak with a priest.
God Bless You