I just realized that waiting for the moment of recieving the Eucharist is worth it to wait even though it will be another year or so.
I went to my RCIA thing and asked why it takes so long to convert, even though I knew the answer kinda…I just wanted them to know that I was longing for it!
I was told that I just have to know what the church teaches because if I went into it too early, I would wonder if I should continue or not because I wouldn’t have known everything that I should’ve. Make sense?
Also, she told me that it’s kinda like getting ready for marriage…would have to do all this, that, etc. know what to do, expect, etc. so that gave me a better understanding of why I should wait.
So the best way for me to accept this and endure this “awesome pain” (sounds like an oxymoron, I know!:o ) is to take and see it like as if taking this RCIA was like saying, I’m getting married to the Church so I will have to go through this process, etc. get to know it better, etc. and when the time comes next Easter Vigil, I’ll be “married” to the Church!
Kinda like a couple WAITING to get married because they love eachother!