My God, my heart has been ripped from my chest and pierced by the lance, yet I am no saint. Mercy!!
Expressing yourself as you have could be very confusing and could alert a moderator to intervene for your safety, however some of your posts give indication of an unhappy marriage siruation.
It sounds like you have a heavy cross.
I ask the Lord to help you and your wife towards a mutually fair and loving marriage.
God bless and protect you
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, or sought thy intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To thee do I come; before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful.
O mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in thy mercy hear and answer me.
Praying for your protection …
full of grace
the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women
and blessed is the fruit of thy womb,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now
and at the hour of our death.
Praying for your healing, and that you keep strong, courageous and persevering. Amen.
Fight the good fight, and run to win the race. Be of good courage, and keep the faith!