Okay, so most of you know that we are almost entirely infertile. Without a miracle, pregnancy ain’t happening. Secondly, most of you know that we’ve struggled with being able to adopt successfully. We’ve had two failed adoptions so far and now lack emotional strength and finances to continue for possibly years to come (due to my recent battle with health issues most of our financial resources are used up…and there is plenty more medical needs for my future.:() Lastly, most of you know that I have chronic physical and mental health issues that keep me from working outside the home and seriously limit my ability to volunteer outside the home. Praying for long periods of time is very difficult due to my mental health issues.
Pope John Paul II suggests that Infertile Couples look for other ways to be fruitful in their marriage.
So considering we aren’t going to be having biological children, and for quite some time we won’t have adopted children. Considering my other issues. What could God be calling me to do? How can I be fruitful for Him being incapable of doing most things necessary to bear fruit? :o