Yes, I did promise not to ask a silly/stupid/daft question anymore, but hey, what can I do?
We can't control our heart, or soul or wherever we "store" our feelings. This question is something I have been pondering for years and years, in fact, for 38 odd years. I will not go into details more then I need to. I fell in love with the most beautiful and sexy girl I ever have seen when I was a teenager. We never did date, a few kisses, holding hands, but we where always together even when we dated other people. We grew older and did marry and got kids and moved away from our childhood playgrounds. Yet I have, and I am not lying, been thinking about her every single day of my life. My marriage was hell, ( I wish I would have marry her) but I did love my wife, I also did cheat on my wife, but that is confessed and the penance done, still, I have never stop loving this girl. Many years ago, almost ten, I did call her, and we had a cup of coffee, we did talk, remembering the good old days in the sun, and when we did part we hug each other, and I think we will never meet again, but I miss her. I love her, and I have always done so. She is still beautiful and sexy, I have a picture of her from our early years and one that is not that old, I must confess that I did snatch it from FB, and she is gorgeous, perfect in every way. I have deep feelings for her, in all the ways we know, but I also know nothing will ever happen. Every day I want to call her, but I can't. She know how I feel, and she have been very understanding, not a harsh word, nothing that would have hurt me, never. Problem is that she don't love me. So here is the question: is it a sin to love her, she do know that, and if, what can I do. I can confess it, but that would not stop me for having feelings for her, nothing I reckon. So, somebody, give me a good answer.