First of all, I attend church daily, and attend confession weekly.
I have a problem. Is it a sin to be a little overweight(I dont look overweight but I am)? Does the overeating make me a glutton?
Also, after just a few days without masturbating, I start having lustful dreams, and I end up going nuts until I masturbate. Are the dreams themselves sin? If I masturbate and ruin my whole week, am I not allowed to take communion at daily mass?
I get so afraid of the lord, because I keep failing hard to the same sin over and over. I offered God an alter in my room, with decoration and things to his honor, where I pray many times a day before reciting the rosary. I offer him week long water fasts often. (only consuming the host). I’m just so afraid once I ruin my week with masturbation. Should I feel this afraid? I want to love him for what God is, not out solely out of fear.