Thank you very much, Jesus, for revealing to me Your infinite love, which emanated through prayer as well as the Sacraments of Reconciliation and Holy Communion, curing my deep-seated sense of inferiority, showing the ultimate value of life and what is worth for me to pursue in such a whimsical stay on the Earth.
Eventually, I have been instilled the Grace to resist pornography of all types. Impure thoughts also fail to assault me. However, I am still regularly tempted at midnight, when I go to bed as late as 2 to 3 am, and Satan knocks on the door punctually between 4:30 to 5:30 am when I am only slightly asleep and had a weak will to resist it - sometimes I wasn’t even 100% conscious of what I’ve been doing.
Why would Satan attack me in such way?