In a few hours time I will be meeting up with my ex boyfriend. It will be the first time in 3 months (since we split) that we’ve had a sober conversation face to face.
I am very nervous, scared, worried, hopeful, anxious etc about what will happen and what will be said. I’m scared incase I get my hopes up because everything I’m positive something makes me sad, but I’m scared incase I’m too negative and it makes nothing good happen.
Ideally he would tell me he’d like to try again, but I don’t think this will happen. I want to at least salvage a friendship so please ask God for His will to be done tonight and that if we are supposed to get back together I will at least have some hope for the future from tonights meeting as I’m aware it might not be the right time now but that time might come in the future so if that is whats supposed to happen then pray I’m not disheartend. However on the other hand if we’re not supposed to get back together ever again then please pray that I can see that. Either way I’d like tonight to bring some clarity on the issue for me because I feel so confused/low about the whole thing and I just want him back
God bless you all