I am new in this forum and yes… And so I did see posts where people ask for help and guidance and so I thought I could do the same.
My Problem is that I am not mentally stable. I have very broken thoughts, blasphemous, I would say, and they just come to me, and I don’t want them and I don’t want to ever agree with them. It’s bad.
I just get them, like when someone just gets a idea at some point, a idea of which he never thought before.
And then… I can’t see secular things when they make references to the church, and I get really anxious about it.
I think it is because I really love the church, and it’s not as if I was sheltered from arguments against my faith or so. In fact, only a bare minimum of my family are practicing Catholics. Everyone else is just Mormon, Protestant or atheist.
I think I’m just tired from never seeing or hearing from other Catholics.
Well… There is more to my mind, I mean I have more problems and so… but I don’t want to overload the information.
And I pray daily, with prayer in the morning and in the evening.
So… my question is: what can I do if I don’t have someone like a psychiatrist? I don’t have access, for two reasons:
- I don’t think our family has enough money
- I don’t think I would find a Catholic one, and someone without wage ways of healing.
I would be happy if someone replied.
Thank you for your time!