Yes - I’m sure many, many, many people (myself included) have felt like this more than the world realizes.
I agree with many of the things posted here - especially the ones about “darkest before the dawn, labor pains are worst just before the birth, etc.”
Don’t worry about questioning the strength of your faith - If people never questioned the strength of their faith, it would mean they didn’t care about their relationship with God. Take the questioning as a good sign, and ask for your faith to be strengthened. I ask all the time.
I do believe that Christ is coming soon…until then, we get “to wait in joyful hope”. (which is really, really hard!)
This is from a song, and I can’t remember the reference/author/etc…it’s comforting to me, and I hope it can be a comfort for you, too…
Peace be to you, and grace from Him
who freed us from our sins.
Who loved us all, and shed His blood
that we might saved be.
Sing holy, holy to our Lord.
The Lord Almighty God.
Who was and is, and is to come.
Sing holy, holy Lord.
Rejoice in Heaven all ye that dwell therein
Rejoice on Earth all saints below.
For Christ is coming, is coming soon,
For Christ is coming soon.
E’en so Lord Jesus, quickly come.
And night shall be no more.
They need no light, nor lamp, nor sun.
For Christ will be their all.