I need lots of prayers.
I have been married to a man for almost seven years. We have two children (one is his son, we share a daugther). We have been having problems for almost a year now (really, I was unhappy for much longer, but failed to communicate my feelings effectively). Last November, I found myself emotionally connected to another man, and my husband found out.
My husband and I have been in counseling, which has helped somewhat, but I still feel that he does not own any of the problems between us. I also struggle with his lack of support for my faith (he is non-denominational). I question whether he is even a Christian. While he says he wants us to go to church together as a family, he is often trying to get out of going altogether, and he discourages me from attending.
I am requesting prayers for guidance on how to handle this situation. More urgently, I am requesting prayers for a change in my job, because the man with whom I connected is at my job and this compounds the problems between me and my husband.
I know that I have made bad choices…and I am trying to make things right. Problem is…I just don’t know what right is. I am really struggling.
Thank you for your thoughts and prayers.