To make a long story short, recently I had to quit a job because of a new pacemaker and a physician that seems to think a microwave plasma generator that runs on 10’s of thousands of watts is the same as the ones sitting on your kitchen counter and that the magnetic fields associated with said power generation is okay because people have survived being put into CT machines by accident with them.
Any who, my family and I have been living off a retirement account that I’d saved up, but it’s starting to run very short. I have tired to start a small business during this time, but it isn’t even paying for it’s self yet.
Okay, sorry that is longer then intended.
Suffice it to say, during my prayer time it seems that The Lord is telling me to have faith He will provide. The human in me is scare to death because this kind of faith is WAY out of my league, which of course might be way He is doing it. (Insert sheepish grin here)
My request is, could those of you who read this please ask The Lord to help me over these problems? Faith can be a hard thing when a guy is used to being able to at least get a job when he needed one, and in our country, self reliance is almost a religion in and of it’s self.
I’m really needing faith that we can do all things through Christ, and a peace that this really is going the right way. Unfortunately I’m not able to be like St. Paul and the other Saints and have that total conviction that I’m hearing God correctly, or doing the right things.
Wow! I’ve taken up way too much of your time, but if you happen to think about it, when you get the chance, it would sure be appreciated if you remember us and our little store in your prayers.