Thank you all so much for praying for me about the job opportunity. I’m very nervous and tense right, and I can’t seem to think positively or have faith in God’s plan for me. I can’t fully believe I’ll get this job even tho I’m very qualified. I’ve experienced so many “runner up” outcomes regarding job opportunities, and prospective employers complimenting my talents but “moving in a different direction” and wishing me good luck in my career. I have begun to assume this is the case in this situation. But there hasn’t been an opportunity that seems as wonderful and right for me as this one at D. I emailed the hiring managers yesterday morning to check in and haven’t heard back yet. I pray that they contact me this week and schedule the second interview and hire me very soon after that.
But I have a bigger issue/question than just the job opportunity.
In August, I came back to church after not going for many years. I feel better than ever about my religion and my relationship with God. I’ve had many letdowns, so I must try extra hard to believe I’ll have blessings and happiness, and that I’m worthy of God. I’ve grown accustomed to things going poorly, so I really want help or tips on how to think positively and not assume things won’t work out (in any promising situation, not just this).