I’m feeling extremely hostile today. A part of me feels more like anti-Christ, as opposed to Christ-like. It may be because it’s a Monday. It may be due to my continued addictions to pornography and that sort of thing. It may be the stress of online schooling in addition to working full time. It’s probably due somewhat to spiritual frustrations with theology, doctrine, etc. It has to do with living back at home, after having lived on my own for a couple of years, and not doing very well. It probably has to do with me being lonely, and wanting a companion.
I feel so angry at the world.