[quote="catholic_seeker, post:10, topic:194324"]
Since attending the Church for the past half year, I have been repenting daily for the sins I committed previously. I realize that I lived a bad existence, and am sometimes appalled at the things I did in the past. I can't wait until baptism to have them washed away. Since it will be a year from now, I know I will be thinking on this quite a bit.
Last night I had a dream where I was begging forgiveness, and God answered me. He said that he could not rescue me in the place I was in right now. I woke up startled and haunted and could not sleep for hours. So, it's always on my mind.
Since it seems that you now Believe in Jesus of Nazareth and desire to enter the Catholic Church...first step is to pray ...and and turn to him.....and enter into the catechumenate repenting and believing .....learning his teachings and begin to follow him heading towards Baptism when all those sins will be washed away and you will become a Christian...a NEW CREATION ..you will then be in Christ and a son of light!
A little prayer....
Jesus Christ I believe in you, I hope in you, I love you.