The Lord is so good.
I’ve been so down the past five months and I posted a few to ask for prayers from good hearted people here in CAF. There were a few who prayed for me and I am so greatful because I felt loved.
I can say I am in the process of healing from all the pain and loneliness. I am praying very hard that may God help me to change my negative traits and views in life. My constant visit here in CAF helps me to feel blessed and good because in my own little way, which the CA moderators granted, i get to pray for people who needs care just like I do.
Somebody prayed for me and gave me an advice to smile even if its a forced smile. It actually helps. Whenever I smile, i remember that person who told me that and I begin to think about the good things happening in my life. I am not rich, I am actually jobless right now…for other people, there might be nothing special about my life but for me, I am so happy. I feel so good. I am always thinking that God will not leave me in times of despair. I can breathe now unlike before when all I can do is sigh. I dont feel empty anymore because my heart is nourished with God’s love. I hope whoever out there who is experiencing pain will rise and embrace life. I hope we will all learn how to accept things because everything happens for a reason. As i have written, I am in the process of healing. I know it takes time and I am willing to wait…I love the Lord for the Lord is good.
You’ve got a friend in me…anytime…anytime…