This appears to be only a very small part of the story so it is difficult to advise you.
Certainly your parish priest will be very busy around Easter time which is the most demanding time of the year for parish priests.
I am sorry that you have been enduring some personal problems, such as the domestic incident.
Even though far from home hopefully you have support from family and friends, and if the domestic incident required official intervention, I hope you have sought whatever is needed.
You are not 'doomed' but certainly seem to have some setbacks.I hope and pray you will find a good way through these issues. Setbacks can be overcome, sometimes with help and practical direction.
God's kind blessings to you.
Warm regards, Trishie