After 12 years of staying at home I went back to work. And now it’s coming up on 1 entire month of my new job, and I am missing Adoration, not getting to pray like I used to, getting irked and irritated with people at the new job, becoming so exhausted that I’m scared to be around others lest I lose my temper.
This morning at work I got grilled (verbally, not literally) about some things that I didn’t even know were my responsibility by this one employee and instead of relieving me after my shift she tried to get me to do even more work (a 12 hour shift is a long time!). She’s been working with a broken leg that’s in a cast, so I was willing to do the extra thing she asked, but she was fault-finding too.
I guess she was doing me a favor by showing me how it feels when I do fault-finding with other people.
I’m beginning to feel the usual feelings of being a failure.
Also, I’ve applied to a program to further my education in the field I’m working in and I’m not sure I’m going to be accepted and I’m worried about it.
Any words of wisdom? Of support?
Thanks for listening.