Its possible that Dorothy Day might help. Not yet a saint, but maybe with your prayers......
Like many Catholics, when Lent rolled around each year, peace activist Dorothy Day tried to give something up. A heavy smoker, her day began with a cigarette, and it was followed by many others throughout the day.
But during Lent, she tried to give up that habit. And it was hard-both on her and on the people around her.
Giving up cigarettes made her irritable, and many of her coworkers secretly prayed she would light up.
One day, Dorothy's confessor suggested that instead of giving up cigarettes that Lent, why not pray each day, "Dear God, help me stop smoking."
Dorothy agreed and continued to pray that prayer each day during Lent, and for several more years, before reaching for her pack of cigarettes each morning.
One morning, she woke up, reached for her cigarettes..........and didn't want them.
She never smoked again.
Hope this helps you.