I have to clear something up before I can continue posting here.
I used to post here, up to about a year ago, as lynnehelen. I stopped posting as lynnehelen and came back under another username which I was never comfortable with. The transition did not go smoothly.
I am not sure but I think I may have been banned. I was permitted to log on but not permitted to post. I inquired of the administrator and got no reply.
I have started this new username with honest intentions. I am lost without this site as it is my only connection to fellow believers. As I said in the intention I just posted, I am Catholic only by Baptism of Desire because there are obstacles to joining a Church or RCIA. I do not wash enough as I have been ill for decades. This is improving with the help of new medical care in a new region to which I have recently located after a devastating divorce which anyone here who remembers lynnehelen will remember. I am sexually disabled in a way which in the past has made it difficult to be around people. This is one of the things I am getting medical help with.
I don’t want to be here under false pretenses but I don’t want to be banned. The CAF powers that be will recognize me by the name lynnehelen as the same thing happened when I tried to log on under that username, so evidently they are aware of the connection of that username to the one under which I was ?banned ?suspended (same e-mail address.)
Please pray for me to be able to stay. I’ll be good as a little church mouse!