I was sitting here and suddenly became overwhelmingly upset over the fact that I have two little baby nieces I will never see.
I have a brother, whom I have not seen since I was 6 years old. I was adopted by my maternal grandparents because I was abused severely as a toddler/young child by my biological father. My brother, 11 months older than me, was not being abused, that anyone could tell, at that time and my biological parents wanted him so my grandparents, at the time, didn’t want to go through that battle for fear of losing us both. So, my brother was raised mainly by his father, our mother left when he was 11.
Now, my brother is 22 and has two children. I contacted him through the internet 2 years ago, out of curiosity, and found out he is just like our father. Long arrest record, full of violence, mainly towards his girlfriend.
I hate that he has turned into such a monster. And I fear greatly for my little nieces lives. I wish there was something I could do to protect them. But the short conversations with my brother and biological father online, they have both made comments about my appearance, going on and on about how pretty I am, so I fear for myself to ever attempt to go near them for any reason.
I just feel so awful that there is nothing I can do to help these children. Sure, there’s no proof they are being abused, or will be, but its highly doubtful they won’t be IMO. I want to do something, but there isn’t much I can do! We’re states away from each other.
So I thought I could at least ask all of you to please pray for these little girls. And for all children who are being hurt. May God protect them as He did me.