We are going through a real trying time right now in regards to having children after the death of our son. I am in absolute turmoil. Pray that the Lord comforts me. Pray that my wife is consoled.
My wife and I took a couple of children from foster care on Friday with the intentions of adopting (it’s been three months since our son died). People warned us it was too early but we didn’t believe them. It hit me like a ton of bricks. We will be sending them back this week most likely. You can’t imagine the pain we are going through right now. My wife aches to have children and right now, I cannot bear to have more. But the guilt of sending them back is unbearable at times. Please, please pray for us.