I have been having thoughts of suicide creeping up on me lately again, though I don’t really consent to them but it scares me and I know I have to get help. I’m trying to see if I can get insurance or a job to pay for therapy so please pray for me to get a job, especially with insurance as soon as possible because I feel I needed urgently now and I’ve been anxious since last week, and my anxiety has been bothering me a lot more. Pray also so that I have hope and reasons to live and I don’t give up, even if God has to do whatever it takes to get me well. I’d gladly give up everything if it meant getting well and being well in my faith again. I know I have many reasons to live for and that I don’t want my life to end. Not by my hands especially.
If you pray the rosary, please add me in your prayers there too.